In Loving Memory of my lovely grandmother..
The Lord brought her into his world on 19 October at 2.59am.
and i know you're in good hands ah po..
i just wished you had woken up and smile at us..
i want you to laugh at me everytime you talk to me because i couldnt understand you.
because i couldnt speak cantonese..
if only i had another chance to speak with you.
i'll miss your cooking,i'll miss your soups..
i'll miss holding your hand when we are out having dinner.
i'll miss putting food on your bowl,and you putting food on mine..
i'll miss this nervous feeling i get when i'm with you alone cos im always afraid that i couldnt reply.
i'll miss tryin to communicate with you but ending up running to my dad for help..
i'll miss you holding my hands, and telling me.."lei ho guai lei ho leng",and i'll smile..
cos thats the only sentence i understand..
ah po...
rest in peace...
i'm glad you left with a smile on your face..
and i'm sorry i wasnt there....
but,ah po..
i love you..
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been rushing to the hospital the last week..
because ah po was not well,she had an emergency op.
and since then,her condition only worsened..
but her suffering stopped..
havent been sleepin well,not at all.
just cant sleep.
spent my whole day after sch yest at the hospital..
didnt go to sch today cos i had to be at her wake.
its gonna be a tiring week
'where was he when i needed him? - no where...

left her thoughts ♥ 12:07:00 AM